Sunday came and Sunday went.. Here’s the rants I should have sent!!😜
Bad one I know..🙈
So here I find myself lost in thoughts and pondering on things around me..
📍Talk about being overtly smart #Deceitfulness..
What I learnt now the hard way, from experience and (am still learning) I find people around me being pros at it, in straight words, good at manipulation..either I am a fool and think people around are too good or I am toooo stupid to notice anything!!
It’s not as if I am a Saint or something, indeed I do manipulate too where required, but unnecessary topics and acts occured which wasn’t required..
For that matter even my maid acted too smart to handle,that left nothing more for me to say..( more about it in later posts)
📍Being Over cautious:
An acquaintance who was once kind of close suddenly popped up after being aloof for a year acting all goody goo,making me wonder what’s up with her!! Being the extra vigilant me, my talks, my acts and my messages reflected my over cautiousness..
📍Talk about Losing faith and trust :
I don’t trust anyone these days!!
If they speak something in my favour or benefit,it makes me wonder Why What When and the reason they being soo goody goody!!!!
Even if it is genuine my invisible antennas go up in attention and alert mode!!!
So much for truth and beliefs🙄
📍Straightforwardness versus Diplomacy
I find myself in a soup when it comes to being diplomatic!!
As mentioned earlier I am too stupid for that, my straightforward attitude has landed me in trouble many a times..
People expect you to be diplomatic in a nice way (what’s the bad/ worst way I wonder) Say whatever mean things you want but with diplomacy and a smile on your face and bingo you have nailed it.. gained their trust and whatever!!
So continues my self realisation journey!! As I turn a year older shortly, I wonder what more is left in store for me to sit and ponder on!!
Oh and don’t forget to watch Justice League, the new movie in town!!😃
Yeah as usual I caught up with it and now I am in love with Aquaman…weird??? Yeah that I was always 😈ha ha ha until next time ( I hope to keep posting ) check out Aquaman!!! 😍 That Momoa guy is Khal drogo too, so now you get it😜
Have a fab week ahead!!🍭🍭🍭