Being Nee #4

Hello everyone🙋

Sunday came and Sunday went.. Here’s the rants I should have sent!!😜

 Bad one I know..🙈

So here I find myself lost in thoughts and pondering on things around me..

No it’s not monday blues, it’s just a routine day for me!!So coming straight to my sob sagas..

📍Talk about being  overtly smart #Deceitfulness..

What I learnt now the hard way, from experience and (am still learning) I find people around me being pros at it, in straight words, good at manipulation..either I am a fool and think people around are too good or I am toooo stupid to notice anything!!

It’s not as if I am a Saint or something, indeed I do manipulate too where required, but unnecessary topics and acts occured which wasn’t required..

For that matter even my maid acted too smart to handle,that left nothing more for me to say..( more about it in later posts)

📍Being Over cautious:

An acquaintance who was once kind of close suddenly popped up after being aloof for a year acting all goody goo,making me wonder what’s up with her!! Being the extra vigilant me, my talks, my acts and my messages reflected my over cautiousness..

📍Talk about Losing faith and trust : 

I don’t trust anyone these days!!

If they speak something in my favour or benefit,it makes me wonder Why What When and the reason they being soo goody goody!!!!

Even if it is genuine my invisible antennas go up in attention and alert mode!!!

So much for truth and beliefs🙄

📍Straightforwardness versus Diplomacy

I find myself in a soup when it comes to being diplomatic!!

As mentioned earlier I am too stupid for that, my straightforward attitude has landed me in trouble many a times..

People expect you to be diplomatic in a nice way (what’s the bad/ worst way I wonder) Say whatever mean things you want but with diplomacy and a smile on your face and bingo you have nailed it.. gained their trust and whatever!!

So continues my self realisation journey!! As I turn a year older shortly, I wonder what more is left in store for me to sit and ponder on!!

Oh and don’t forget to watch  Justice League, the new movie in town!!😃

Yeah as usual I caught up with it and now I am in love with Aquaman…weird??? Yeah that I was always 😈ha ha ha until next time ( I hope to keep posting ) check out Aquaman!!! 😍 That Momoa guy is Khal drogo too, so now you get it😜

Have a fab week ahead!!🍭🍭🍭

Being Nee #3

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Hey everyone!!🙋🏻

Happy November!!🍭

My birth month!! So should I be excited??Nah!! Another year, older and wiser???Yess!!!

It‘s been a looong three months and with soo many new developments wasn’t finding time to post anything..🙇🏻‍

WordPress!!!! my solace spot..a place where I express what is going on in my mind..Funnny!! where you are being secretive, yet at the same time wanting to speak your mind and share your views and opinions!!

Thank God for this amazing platform and my lovely reader Friends on whom I can always fall back on and rant away..

The past three months have been really hectic for me..what with us shifting cities and jobs and getting used to the thought of adjusting in a complete new environment!!

More about me..so I hail from Bangalore and now shifted to Andhra Pradesh..both are in the South of India!!

I miss miss the Bangalore climate..nothing as in nothing can beat the Bangalorean weather..Oh I soo soooo miss it even as I am typing away!!😒

This new place is quiet, it is more of a town, not a metro like Bangalore..

I like the people here (or so I thought..opinions change you know)the cost of living too is less, compared to cities, but the weather, god!!!😖

Winter is soon approaching and this place is hot hot hot and burning!!!

I guess my weather woes will continue to reflect in my future posts too..😟

So along with the shift of places..I got to learn soo many new things..I feel soo naive!!

Just entered my thirties and (at this late age 😝) I am still learning things which today’s Gen Z knows already!!! ( They are Gen Z right???)

I feel like one utter clutter pot..

Take for instance my cousin,16 years my junior..teaching me winged eye liner look!!!

Oh lord!!I felt like I came straight from stone age!!!

It is not as if I don’t know how to do it but it takes effort and patiencefor me and she just glides it on like a pro,I felt soo very outdated and for the first time felt olddddd..(mind you, i am just in my early thirties😪) I went boo hoo for the next couple of days!!

Another cousin teaching me about highlighters and contouring and at their age all that mattered to me was ( as if I had a choice) a choice between pink and a red shade of lipstick!!
More such sob sagas coming up..hope to keep posting regularly..and before I sign off do go watch THOR Ragnarok!!

Omg!! One of the most hilarious marvel movie so far..really loved the humour even in tense situations!

Not to do the spoiler act but the scene where Thor and Loki play “Get Help” and Loki refuses to, was real funny…

I am sure this post jumped topics and made no sense as such, but me telling myself it’s ok..just rant away!!

Until next time let the sun get real low!!😜

Have a fab week ahead 😎